A Family Betrayal – Chap 1D

First time sex stories: A Family Betrayal – Chap 1D

“ No it’s not as I agree. Thank you for giving us this.” My god mom says as Ms. Haskell gave a small weak smile

She looked at me with sadness before she turns to start back across the street. She stops at the curb to only turn her head to look at me.

“ I am so sorry Heath as I would of never left you. If i was your mother you wouldn’t of been sent to private school as I wouldn’t of been able to live without you.” She says shocking me as I watched her walk to her home

Ellie looks to me after watching Ms. Haskell walk into her house shutting the door. Ellie helps me up to lead me to the SUV. Mike and Chris come over to talk to my god mom and I.

“ Ellie why don’t you take our son home. Chris and I are going to wait here for Ricky and Nate.” Mike says as Chris nods

“ But why, There is nothing here any more.” I ask as Mike comes to me

He leans to look in my eyes.

“ Heath I know your hurt and feel heart broken, but your stuff is here. We are going to take it to a storage place for now. So I don’t want to hear that you hear me?” My god father tells me as I nod before he continues “ Good now get in the front to keep your mom company.’

I do as he says as Ellie gets in the driver side. She drives after Mike grabs his coffee and Chris his soda. We leave as they wait for those that are also my family. The drive is of silence as I still hold the picture to me. My tears have slowed to just sobs. I still can’t believe what has happened. All the memories made are now dust. The promises made all broken as lies. My mother, sister, and brother gone to never be seen again. I shake my head as Ellie places a hand on my left thigh to let me know she is there. We finally get to what is now my home to find two cars parked in front. Ellie gets out taking her purse, the dvd, and the letter. I don’t move as I stay in the SUV. I hear talking in the yard as the door opens. I feel arms around my neck as I am being pulled toward them. I turn to see Tiffany with much concern as my tears come back.

“ They left me Tiffany. My family left me why? Why would they leave me?” I ask as Tiffany pulls my head to her chest trying to calm me down.

“ I don’t know baby, but I will never leave you never.” She tells me running her fingers through my hair

Selena I guess comes over to help Tiffany get me out and into the house. It’s not long that I am on the couch crying on Tiffany’s shoulder. I don’t know how long I am sitting with Tiffany holding me as I hear Mike and the other father figures talking. I raise up to see them all sitting with their wives. Tiffany keeps a hold on me as Mike and Ellie look at me.

“ Heath I know this isn’t the time, but do you want to see what is on that dvd?’ Mike asks pointing at the disc on the coffee table

I don’t say nothing as I just nod. I watch Ellie get out of his lap before picking up the dvd case. She makes her way to the dvd player taking the contents out of it’s case. After putting the dvd in as the t.v. gets turned on. She returns to Mike returning to his lap. As the screen comes on my eyes grow wide as I see Travis walk my mother down the aisle. I stand up and make my way between the coffee table and t.v. As they walk the camera shows the alter. And it’s at that very moment my heart sinks as my eyes widen bigger. I hear gasps behind me as I see Michelle standing at one side and Tyrone on the other with a guy I am guessing is Trey. I watch as Travis gives mom’s hand to Tyrone and my anger kicks in. Without no warning I raise my hand up bringing it down hitting the floor. I hit it over and over until I feel arms pull me to them. I turn to see it’s Mike staring worried into my eyes.

“ HEATH CALM DOWN PLEASE!” He tells me loudly as I cry with anger and sadness

“ Oh my god she married that asshole?” Verna asks with disgust

“ Is this why she left afraid to tell the truth?” Kiko says as Mike holds me tight against him

I hear the vows my mother says and that is when I scream.

“ NOOOO PLEASE TURN IT OFF! PLEASE TURN IT OFF!” I scream as I hear rattling then silence

There are no words said as I feel a soft hand on my shoulder to only turn to see Tiffany. I grab for her as Mike lets me go. I hold her as we kneel on the floor. The parents talk about what we had seen. Ellie is pissed as is Verna, and Kiko. They talk about hunting her down until Mike tells them to stop as I didn’t need to hear it. They say sorry that it was just they’re pissed that maggie has hurt their son. After there is more silence Ellie comes over to me as Tiffany is in my lap on the floor. Ellie sits in front of us with a concerned look holding the letter.

“ Heath can we find out what this says? Maybe it gives a reason for all this bull crap.” Ellie states asking me as I see everyone wait for my response

“ Yes, but can you read it as I don’t think I could.” I answer as she nods to me as she opens the letter

” Dear Heath,

I hope your well reading this. I want to tell you I have decided to start over with the good things in my life. Your brother and sister think it’s best that I do. That is why I made myself distant from you. I know this seems harsh, but it’s true as you were never needed or wanted. I had Travis and Michelle and they made me happy, but with you it was the manner of you just happened. I never wanted another child, but you just happened. Take care and have your own life.”

After my god mother finished the letter I looked around to see all the wide eyes as I picked Tiffany up placing her to the side. I stood to only walk making my way to the back door. Going out the back I made my way to the back 7 ft fence where there was a tree that I have watched grow through the years. I stared at the oak tree that stood and took one look at it. I placed my fist in front of me against the bark. With one intense feeling of anger I pulled back and punched it as hard as I could. I didn’t care if my hand broke or what. I couldn’t believe my mother would write that shit. I couldn’t believe she would marry someone that treated me like a kid. I repeatedly hit the big tall oak tree that stood. I then turned ramming my back against the tree. I didn’t care anymore as I kept up with the assault on the tree. I didn’t care if my back broke or if I cracked my head open. At that moment a part of me died. It was not long that I felt arms pull me away. I tried to struggle only to feel two more hold me still.

HEATH STOP YOU NEED TO STOP THIS! QUIT HURTING YOURSELF AS YOUR MOTHER IS NOT WORTH IT! Tiffany yells as I open my eyes to see everyone there

I see Tiffany and Chris holding me. Ellie, Verna, and Kiko are running behind Mike, Nate,and Ricky.

LET ME GO PLEASE LET ME GO! I yell as they don’t

NO MAN YOUR NOT GOING TO DO THIS SHIT! WE ARE NOT GOING TO SEE THE BEST OF US HURT HIMSELF OVER BULLSHIT! YES WHAT YOUR MOTHER SAYS HURT, BUT YOU NEED TO TAKE THAT HURT AND USE IT IN A POSITIVE WAY! Chris yells as I stand there with my head lowered

Oh god Heath your hand is bleeding. Selena says getting a few very concerned mothers attention

What did you do Heath to your hand? Ellie asks as I look at her with tears

I hit the tree with all I had. I answer as she starts doctoring it

Well did it feel good to hit something that couldn’t move? Mike asks as I shrug my shoulders

They take me back in the house as I feel numb. Tiffany takes my right hand leading me to the couch. They take my shirt off to check my back. The mothers play nurse as Tiffany keeps a hold of my hand. They all talk worried about me as I stay quiet. I start thinking that maybe my actions are starting to hurt those around me. That is the one thing I don’t want to do. I turn to look at Tiffany as those that are mothers to me attend to my back as I am leaned forward a bit.

“ I’m sorry Tiffany for my actions. It’s just.” I don’t get to finish as she places her right hand on the left side of my face

“ Your hurt, angered, and in pain we understand baby, but we also love you, I love you Heath. I have loved you for so long and am not going to do as you family did. Baby you have a family right here that loves you. So please don’t scare me like that again.” Tiffany tells me as I look up the best I can to see every one that I can see nod

“ I won’t as I love you and everyone else.” I respond as Tiffany plants her lips on mine to get chuckle and giggles

“ Well that should help with the pain.” Mike says getting laughs

That day started ok then bad as it turned in loving as my new family made sure I was going to be ok.

After that day back the following days and weeks were filled with Tiffany and the others keeping me distracted. Our business was coming along great as we were making money everyday. Tiffany was being more affectionate to me as we would make out by that old tree I hit. As my birthday got closer I was seeing it as another day as everyone else was seeing it as a day to cheer me up. And cheering me up they did by being a family. Tiffany got me a promise ring telling me she would always be faithful and never leave me. Selena and Chris got me bracers for my wrists that was fashionable being black with red trim. I very much enjoyed that day as I was with those that loved me.

Time past after that as our second year of high came and went as the summer after that past. I had turned 18 and was in my last year of school. Tiffany and I grew ever so much closer as Chris and Selena were too. I had been investing my money very well as was the others. Our family were proud of us saying we were the future in business. I was put in AP classes on request. I asked the principal by who and his answer was by my mother. I cringed to that answer which he caught, but didn’t say a word. My last year of school was going well the first few months as I surprised myself by passing my classes. I guess the classes I had challenged me to study more. Although I didn’t get to spend all that much time with Tiffany, but she still hung out with me the times we had free, Christmas sucked as we were snowed in with 12 inches of snow with ice under it. New years was nice as Tiffany and I made out and finally took it a step up. She would give me blow job’s as I ate her out. I found out she was a squirter and loud when she moaned. It was a new year as I find Valentines Day a bit weird. The night before I had to study hard which led to Chris, Selena, and Tiffany hanging out together. So as I said Valentines day was weird as Tiffany, Chris, and Selena you might say were ignoring me or putting me off. Even at lunch they would tell me they had things to do. So I found myself sitting with Jasmine Cantrell. She was 18, 5‘7, 117 lbs, long black hair with brown eyes and Latino. She was shy which surprised me some times. She was very smart and a good listener. We had a few classes together and that was it. We studied a few times together as Tiffany and my best friends were still side lining me. It was the second week of March that I noticed a few of the football players flirting with Tiffany. I walked up to her placing my arm around her which surprised her until she noticed who I was. She smiled as one of the players talked.

“ Hey dude she is our little woman back off.” He said until I smirked at him

“ Um I don’t think I will as I am her boyfriend and have been since 16. So it’s you three that need to back off.” I exclaimed as they looked from me to Tiffany to see her nodding her head

“ Your lieing who is the other guy she hangs with, and that asian chick?” The second one asked

“ Those are our best friends who we grew up with.” Tiffany says as they start grinning

“ So sounds like a good party that you four have. Maybe we can get on the action since my girlfriend has a dorm room next to yours. The way she talks it was like a porn being made the night before Valentines day.” The first says as I turn to look at a caught off guard Tiffany

“ Well I don’t know what your talking about. So if you don’t mind My Boyfriend and I have things to do.” Tiffany says taking my hand leading us away

It’s not long until we are at a table which sat Chris and Selena. They looked at me with calm, but worried eyes. Once tiffany and I got to the table I started in on some questions.

“ So how are you all been doing?” I asked thinking to lighten the mood for a start

“ Good, but sorry we been avoiding you. As we have been studying a lot as you.” Chris tells me as I nod

“ Yeah classes seem a bit harder this year.” Selena says getting nods all around

Tiffany places her hand on my left thigh getting my attention.

“ I have missed you baby. Sorry I have been distant as of late.” She tells me as I look in her beautiful eyes

“ Tiffany, I love you and always have. I have missed you too as I just wished you never stayed away.” I say getting a nod

Me and my friends talk for a bit more until we start company business. I keep what those football players said in the back of my mind for another time as I can feel a tension between them.

The days turn to weeks and weeks to months the last day of school has come. Jasmine and I were called to the office to find out we both were at the head of our class. The principal told us we were expected to write a speech each. We look at each other and just nod at the Principal. He tells us we have a week to prepare it. He wishes us luck and lets us leave. Jasmine and I spent the days following writing speeches during the afternoon so I can be with Tiffany and my friends in the evening time. As graduation got close our speeches were done with a day to spare. Those days leading I would catch Tiffany and Selena kiss each other making me wonder what they had going on. It was The 1st week in June on Friday around 5 p.m. that I made my way to Tiffany and Selena’s dorm room. I have been going over my speech for tomorrows graduation. As I made my way I had a necklace for Tiffany that had two hearts connected together. I made my way to their dorm room using the key that Tiffany gave me months ago. Once in I held the flat long jewelry box in hand. I bought it the last time I went to town. I made my way to Tiffany’s room to find her not there. I thought for a second to her some moaning coming from Selena’s room. I thought that sly brother of mine was finally getting Selena’s cherry. I walked carefully to her bedroom door. I quietly opened it to peak in to only be surprised by the horror that was being laid out. There on her knees was Tiffany with her head buried between Selena’s legs. I watched as Chris was burying his cock in MY woman’s pussy. I stood there feeling all sorts of emotions run through me, but the three that felt the strongest was Anger, Betrayal, and Sadness. I felt my right hand double into a fist as I crushed the box that was in my hand. I shut the door to hear Tiffany moan. I turned and walked back down the hall to their living room area. I stood for a moment with anger as well as tears. I opened my hand letting the box drop to only hit the carpet covered floor. I began to think of what I should do. Was this why they were so distant a few months ago? Was what those football players said true. I felt both my hands draw up in fist as my mind plundered to voices that spoke of revenge. I found myself undressing right there. My shirt, my jeans, my shoes, then my socks.

Once I was naked I turned making my way back to the room that was the betrayal. I opened the door to see Selena’s eyes closed. I made my way in quietly moving over to the bed behind Chris. I grabbed him around the neck covering his mouth with my left hand. I whispered in his ear.

“ You say one fucking word and I will break your fucking neck you hear me asshole.” I whispered getting a scared, frighten nod then continued “ Good now take that little penis you call your manhood out of my bitch. Then go sit on the floor out of sight.”

I let him go as he does what I said. As he moves I get in place to hear Tiffany speak.

“ Chris put it back in I am almost there.” She says as I line my hard dick at her cheating cunt

I place my hands on her hips and in one hard move ram my cock deep into her with force. She lets out a loud moan as I start pounding in and out of her whoring pussy. She promised to never hurt me and give me her cherry.

“ OH GOD….CHRIS YOUR….SO BIG NOW…..FUCK ME BABY!” Tiffany says as I do

I make sure she feels my dick head against that cervix. She is wet from the betraying fucker who is scared of this moment. I don’t show any love for this once a beauty in my eyes. I have tears along with anger as I push her up more on Selena. I look to see the one i thought of as my sister with wide eyes as I bring my right hand up with fingers to tell her to be quiet. She nods, but begins to show her own tears. This moment is one of deep hurt for me as I hear my once love moan.

“ OH GOD….I AM…GOING TO…..CUMMMM!” The cheating bitch does cum on my dick as I pound her faster and harder

“ OH YES….THAT’S IT FUCK….MEEEEEEEEE!” Tiffany says as I stay quiet as she lays on Selena who is crying

It’s at that moment that I erupt into Tiffany. I hold myself in place making sure my cum hits her womb. I want her to fear of being pregnant by one that she once called hers. As I empty deep inside her she is passed out. I slowly take my dick out as she collapses on the bed. I get off the bed with a evil grin as her pussy lips are gaped from my cock. I see no cum coming out as I grin.

“ Heath man we.” Chris doesn’t finish as I turn with my cold blue eyes

I step to him facing eye to eye with him. I have tears flowing as my anger shows.

“ You don’t speak to me. That right was taken away once you put that little dick in my girlfriend. I trusted you as a brother, but you betrayed me. You and Selena lost the right to call me brother once you took Tiffany to bed. So here is how this is going to be handled. Face or dick?” I explain as he looks wide eyed at me

“ What…what do you mean?” Chris asks as I chuckle

“ Where do you want to be hit face or Kicked in the balls.” I explain as he looks at me with fear

“ Heath please don’t.” He doesn’t get to finish that statement as I grab his neck with my left hand and bring my right to his face

“ HEATH NO!” Selena yells as I bring my right knee up hard to his balls

I back up as he goes down grabbing his crotch. I straddle over him as he groans in pain. I go down to grab his hair in my left hand while pounding his face. I hear foot steps then hands on my right arm.

“ HEATH DON’T DO THIS WE’RE!” Selena doesn’t finish as I shove her back standing up

She is on the floor naked on her ass. I turn to look at Chris and get a thought. I give him a good kick in his left ribs to keep him down. I turn to Selena who is so scared she is peeing on the floor.

“ Awww did the little asian make a mess on the floor?” I ask as she cries

“ Please Heath don’t do this. This isn’t the Heath I love as a brother.” She tells me backing up away as I take a few steps to her

“ Selena I am no longer your brother. You lost that privilege once you had my so innocent ebony love in bed. You both deflowered her.” I say as her crying eyes go wider

“ Please don’t do this Heath I will do anything. Please don’t hurt me.” Selena tells me as I snicker

“ Oh your going to do something alright get on all fours like the little bitch you are.” I tell her seeing fear in her eyes

“ No please no I am saving my.” She doesn’t get to say another word as I cut her off

“ Oh no as Tiffany was saving hers for me. So get on all fours NOW.” I exclaim as Selena looks at me then Tiffany who is passed out

“ Ok but please be gentle.” Selena says as she gets on all fours on the floor

I am hard now as I get behind her positioning myself in place. I line the head to her virgin cunt. I place my hands on her hips as I did Tiffany. And it’s at that single moment I Ram my cock deep into her breaking the membrane called her hymen.

“ OH GOD NOOOOOO!” Selena screams as I start fucking her fast and hard

She cries as I do with ever pounding I give her tight wet pussy. I slap her ass hard getting a scream. I don’t care any more as to who they are. I give it to her as Selena sobs to every thrust I give her.

“ You going to cum Bitch?” I ask as she nods as I continue “ You don’t get to cum. You have no right to cum. If you cum so help me god I will kick Chris so hard you won’t have kids.” I tell her as her pussy clamps down

“ PLEASE NO I WON’T CUM. PLEASE DON’T CUM IN ME!” Selena tells me loudly

“ Oh don’t worry as your not worth my sperm.” I say as I pound her faster and harder

I can feel my eruption come as I pull out as she lets out a grunt. I stand stroking my cock as I decide on who to cum and I get a evil thought. I drag Selena by her hair and place her limp body on Chris. I start stroking faster and let loose on them both. I make sure my cum spreads on them both. Some gets in Selena face and hair. Some on Chris’s as I chuckle. Once I am cummed out I step over to get Tiffany’s panties. I clean my dick with them good. I step over and place them in Selena’s mouth.

“ Since you wanted her pussy why not her panties with your juices on them in your lying mouth. Now listen up don’t look for me, don’t try calling me. If I ever see any of you I will take your ass next time.” I say as Selena looks up at me with fear and sadness with alligator tears before I continue “ Oh tell Ms. Cheating Bitch over there I said it’s over. First it was my Family, Then those I called my family, FROM THIS MOMENT I’M A FUCKING ORPHAN.” I exclaim straightening up

I make my way over to Tiffany with tears. I lean over to kiss her forehead for the last time.

“ I hope you live in hell bitch.” I tell the past out Tiffany as I make my way out of the room

I stop by Chris and Selena who look up at me scared and frightened. I think for a moment and kick Chris on the right side of his ribs. He lets out a scream of pain. I look at Selena trying to cover her fucking boyfriend. I look at her and then spit in her face as she cries more.

I leave making my way to my clothes. I get dressed with a sense of face, but decide to harden my heart to make it cold as ice. After I am dressed I look down at the box on the floor and shake my head as I leave it walking to the door and out. I know I have a lot to do and decide to do them. Making my way back to my dorm room is not long as I jog to make good time. Once in the room I go to my computer and hook up my external hard drive up. I take the CHTS bull crap off to transfer. While it all downloads to the external I pack my clothes taking what I actually need. I look at the Bracers and take them off, then the necklaces around my neck. I look to see the files are off my laptop. I grab my phone and get the numbers and pictures off that I want to keep. Once off I reset the phone. I wait for a minute and then put a message on it, as that is done I put in a hint: Heart Breaker then password: Family. I think if they can’t figure that out then they are stupid. I go to grab the jacket I was given and decide against it. I grab my laptop only to place it in my bag. I zip it up and pick it up. I look over at the notebook and decide to give my ultimate speech to a more deserving person. I go to the door and look around. There is nothing I want as my world has gone to shit now. I leave making my way to a friend that I had made the past few months. I get to the girls dorm making my way to my destination. I stand in front of the door and knock. She lives on the first floor which makes it easy for me. The door opens as on the other side is Jasmine.

“ Heath what, why are you doing here hun.” She asks as I hand her the notebook as she continues “ What’s this Heath? What is going on?’

I don’t say anything as she takes it from me. I take a step forward placing a kiss on her forehead. It’s a kiss that says ‘ Thank you for being a true friend’. She doesn’t say anything as I turn to leave. I make my way down the hall leaving with a single tear in my eye

Jasmine’s POV:

As I stand watching the man I love, but never have told him walk away. I place the notebook against my chest wishing what was going on. As he walks out the front door of the dorm building I turn to shut my door behind me. I place my back against the door and speak softly.

“ Your welcome as I love you so very much.” I say with tears going down my cheeks

I make my way to my room to be alone. As I get in I shut the door only to step over to my bed. I sit on the edge and look down at the red notebook. It seems to be familiar as I have seen it before. My mind starts to think and then it hits me. I open it up and there it is the speech Heath was working on. I shake my head with tears as I look at the inside cover. He wrote me a note with his beautiful hand writing. I trace the letters with my fingers and read the words.

“ Dear Jasmine,

You deserve this more then I do. I know the words in the following pages will sound better coming from a more beautiful voice then mine. Hugs your friend Heath.”

I read the words again as my tears fell. I looked at the speech with the title Family and Friends. As I started to read it my heart just started falling for the man who wrote these beautiful words. I had to stop as my tears were making my vision blurred. I placed the notebook to the side to dry my eyes. All these years I have watched him from afar to know he was the man I wanted to be with the rest of my life.

Tiffany’s POV: Later that night

I woke up feeling sore between my legs. I opened my eyes to see the room was dark. I slowly moved getting on my back. I looked up at the ceiling smiling feeling satisfied from the fucking Chris gave me. I knew this was the last time being the second. I sat up getting to the edge of Selena’s bed. I stood on weak legs making my way out of her room to find her and Chris. I walked down the hallway to our living room to hear crying. I was naked that I know as I got to the room to see Selena dressed in her pajamas with her feet on the couch and legs together. Her arms were around them with her head lowered. I made my way over thinking she and Chris had a fight. I sat by her placing my right arm around her. She raised her head to see it was me. At that moment she placed her arms around me with her head on my shoulder.

“ Selena honey what is wrong? Did you and Chris have a fight?” I asked getting a no as I continued “ Then what is wrong please talk to me?”

“ Oh Tiffany I can’t.” She tells me as I feel her shake

“ Selena what is wrong how can I help if you don’t talk to me?” I ask as she looks up in my eyes

“ Tiffany it’s…it’s Heath. He…He.” She tried to say but stopped

“ He what Selena, what about Heath?” I ask as she cries hard

Selena stared in my eyes with sadness and worry as she let it out.

“ Tiffany he caught us. He caught you, Chris, and I.” She tells me as my eyes went wide

“ What do you mean? As it was Chris that was fucking me right?” I ask getting a shaking head

“ No it was Heath at the end. He had Chris move out of the way quietly. It was Heath that was fucking you rough.” She tells me as my eyes moist up

“ How…how could it be Heath when he didn’t say anything?” I asked as her tears were going down my right arm

“ He stayed quiet the whole time with you. Tiffany there was no love in his eyes. His eyes only showed sadness, anger, and pain. He was crying the whole time.” Selena tells me as my tears fall

“ No…no love he…he was sad?” I asked getting a nod

“ No love Tiffany none at all. After he got done with you he beat Chris up. He racked him in the balls.” Selena tells me as I go stunned with shock to what I am hearing

“ What…what did he do after?” I ask regretting my question

“ I tried to stop him from beating Chris up more. I told him I would do anything. So he stopped and turned to me. His eyes were numb with no remorse as I was scared.” She tells me shaking more

“ Selena what happened please tell me?” I ask as she looks in my eyes with regret and fear

“ Heath took me as trade for Chris taking your virginity.” Those words hit me as I see fear and worry in her eyes

My tears come finally as I feel so numb. My heart feels heavy as the man I love is no more as I have hurt him truly beyond any words. I know I have to fix this some how, or die trying.

“ Where….where is he Selena? Where is my baby at please tell me?” I ask as she cries with no end

“ I…I don’t know as he…he left.” She tells me as I feel my heart sink

“ Left what do you mean left? Where could he have gone?’ I ask as she shakes her head

She cries as I sit there worried of where he could be. Why was this happening to us? Why of all days we had to do something stupid. It hits me as I turn to look in her eyes.

“ Did Heath cum in you?” I ask getting a no

“ He…he pulled out to only drag me to Chris. He jerked off on us both as a way to humiliate us. Before he fucked me like he did you he scared me so much I peed on the floor. Tiffany I lost my brother over all this.” She tells me exclaiming as my eyes grow wider

“ Oh god no Selena he wouldn’t leave us. He loves us all honey.” I say trying to reassure her

“ No Tiffany he said that Chris and I lost the privilege of calling him our brother. He said for us not look for him or call him. He said if we did he would take my ass while Chris watched.” She tells me as I go shocked with more tears

“ No you must be talking of a different Heath. No this isn’t my Heath.” I say with sadness and denial

“ It was Heath sis he didn’t care what he was doing. He had no love in his eyes.” Selena tells me as we hold each other

After a few minutes of silence Selena hands me something.

“ What’s this Sis?” I ask as I take the warped box

“ I…I found it on the floor. Heath must of been mad and squashed it.” Selena tells me as I open it to only cry feeling my heart fall into nothing

I pull the chain to find two hearts at the end.

“ Oh Tiffany it’s so beautiful.” Selena tells me as she sobs

“ Yes it is please put it on me.” I say as I hand it to her

“ You sure what if he wants it back?” She asks as I nod

“ Yes I am sure as I will never take it off. And if he want’s it back he has to take me with it.” I tell Selena as she takes it from my hand

Once on I get up to run for the bathroom. Once in I look in the mirror to see the hearts shine in the bathroom light. One is silver as the other is gold. I cry seeing he loved me, but now I know it’s over. I feel like hell knowing I lost the best thing in my life. I vow to one day no matter what to get him back on my necklace. I leave the bathroom to my room. I get dressed making my way back to the living room. Selena sees me as I go to the door.

“ Where…where are you going?” She asks me as I stop and look in her eyes

“ To Chris and Heath’s to see if he is there. I am not going to give up, and besides I want to check on Chris.” I say as she nods

“ He can’t have sex anytime soon.” She tells me as I look at her wide eyed

“ Selena I don’t want sex from him. As of right now I am not going to have sex with any man except Heath. I don’t care how long it takes.” I say going out the door

I make my way down the hallway to my baby’s dorm room with hope he is there.

It’s graduation day as I hide under the bandstands that has the families of the students. I am dressed in jeans, a muscle shirt, and shades. I stand here listening to Jasmine speak with a beautiful voice that I will miss hearing.

“ Friendship is earned, respected, and cherished as it is the back bone of Family. Family is those around you that have your back and never leave you. They never betray or leave you for any reason. So as I say these words you all are a family of classmates that should cherish those around you.” Jasmine says with great passion

As everyone cheers and applauds I smile at a crying Jasmine. As I look around I see everyone crying especially Tiffany who is looking around from her seat. I look at her neck to see the double hearts I gave her. I shake my head as the principal asks for the students to line up for their diplomas. As names are called I watch intently at my friends going up to get theirs. I watch as Selena walks up to get hers. She has tears although I don’t think she is crying that she is getting a diploma. After a few other names I see Chris has shades on as he steps up to accept his. Hmm I wonder how he got the shiner he is hiding. Next after several going up Tiffany walks up to get her diploma. She cries with red puffy eyes with a odd walk. Hmm wonder if she liked walking bone legged. As they all wait for it I stand and that is when I hear my cue. I step to the side door looking at my friends as my name is announced. Everyone looks for me as I back up to the side door. I catch Tiffany looking straight at me trying to see my eyes, but she can’t for my shades block them. I shake my head as I open the door and walk out. Making my way to the truck I had bought off a nice gentleman. I think of the drive I will be making. There is only one thing from my old home that was a home with Chris and his parents. Once I am at my truck I place the cd I bought from the local Hastings into my new cd player. It’s one of my favorite bands. As I listen backing up I leave this school 18 years old, 6‘3, 254 lbs, medium length red hair with what use to be bright blue eyes which now are just blue. As I make my way to California I listen to the song that plays.

Am I going insane?

My blood is boiling inside of my veins

An evil feeling attacks

My body’s shaking, there’s no turning back

Don’t take your eyes off the trigger

I’m not to blame if your world turns to black

As your eyes start to blister

There’s just no hope for our final embrace

So here we are…

I’m in your head…

I’m in your heart!

You were told to run away

Soak the place, and light the flame

Pay the price for your betrayal

Your betrayal, your betrayal

As I listen to the lyrics playing I can only feel my heart turn to ice as it breaks then forms a brick wall around. I grow bitter as I come up to a sign that shows promise as I head to San Francisco for one last time before I make my way east.

Mike’s POV: Day after Graduation

I am standing here with Ellie and our close friends who are family. We are waiting for our children. It’s around 5 p.m. when the plane finally lands. Since it’s the company plane we are where we can see them get off the plane. After the movable steps is in place and the door opens we wait to see who comes out first. As Ellie holds my hand we see Selena step out, but I feel something is off. Selena has tears as she walks down the stairs. I look at Kiko and Nate as they shrug. I then look back up to see Chris helping a crying Tiffany. She stumbles a few times with Chris helping to keep her up. Selena runs to her parents to be held and comforted. Chris helps Tiffany over as Verna and Ricky go to her. Chris has sad eyes as he gets to Ellie and I. We give him a hug, but then let go to look in his eyes.

“ Chris where is Heath your brother?” Ellie asks as Chris lowers his head

Ellie and I look at each other then at the other parents. We are confused as the girls keep crying.

“ Selena where my son? He was suppose to be with you all.” Kiko asks as her daughter looks in her eyes

“ Oh god, mother I can’t please don’t ask.” Selena says while Kiko looks at Nate with great concern

“ Tiffany where is Heath honey please tell us.” Verna asks as Tiffany shakes her head

I look at all three of them and decide it best to do this at home.

“ Ok everyone load up as we are taking this business home.” I say as the kids look at me worried

After getting their luggage and loaded into the cars we make our way to Ellie and My home. It’s a quiet drive as I look every so often in the back at Chris. His head stays lowered the whole time. Once we get home and parked every one gets out as the kids get their bags. Once we get to the door and start in Ellie is a blur as she gets to the phone.

“ Heath baby this is mom. Please talk to me baby.” I hear her say as I step over to her placing my ear to the receiver

“ Hey Mrs. Jarvison I want to thank you for all that you have done for me. Have a good life later.” He says as he hangs up

Ellie is stunned by his words as I take the phone from her to replace it on the hook. I see the answer machine light flicker off and on as I press the play button.

“ Hey its Heath I’m safe..don’t worry about me anymore I know im just a nuisance to everyone. Thanks for loving me for the short time you did. Im glad I had a family for a little bit” The recording says as all us parents look at the kids

I look to see Ellie turn to see the three sitting on the couch. She steps in front of the t.v. and with her anger speaks.

“ WHAT DID YOU ALL DO TO MY SON!” She yells as all three go wide eyed

“ Mom please don’t.” Chris tries to say but is cut off

“ No your going to answer me right now.” Ellie says as I stand by her as the rest of the family stands by us on either side

I look at each one as they each struggle with what to say.

“ Heath caught us having sex.” Tiffany says blurting out with tears

“ He what? You fucking cheated on Heath?” Verna asks stepping in front of her daughter

“ Yes, I had sex with Chris and Selena. He caught us the night before last.” Tiffany answers exclaiming to us

“ What the hell Selena?” Kiko asks with disgust to Selena

“ Chris is this true son?” I ask as he looks up at me

“ Yes, it is dad. He took his anger out on each of us. That is the reason my face looks like it does.” Chris answers me with sadness

“ He fucked Tiffany while she thought it was Chris. Then Heath beat up on Chris before he took me like a whore.” Selena says as that statement catches everyones attention

I watch as Ellie walks around to them scooting the coffee table back some.

“ YOU THREE FUCKING BETRAY HIM JUST TWO YEARS AFTER WHAT HIS FAMILY DID? DID YOU EVER THINK YOU THREE WERE KEEPING HIM HAPPY WHILE AWAY FROM US THE PARENTS THAT LOVE HIM?” Ellie asks getting their attention

“ We didn’t mean to as it just happened.” Tiffany says as Verna steps up and slaps her daughter

“ Tell me how that felt as I didn’t mean to but it happened. I am very disappointed with the three of you. I am glad he fucked you like bitches. You better hope he gets in touch with us one day or you won’t have places to call home.” Verna says as they all go wide eyed

“ IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO MY GOD SON I WILL NEVER FORGIVE ANY OF YOU.” Ellie says as Selena and Tiffany cry as Chris just looks at us all

“ He…he left a hard drive and his phone.” Chris says out of the blue

“ Where is the phone at?” Nate asks as we see Chris pull it out of the back of his jeans

Chris hands it to Nate who checks it out. He looks at the back as he turns it on. It’s just a few minutes as his eyes go wide. I watch as he hands it to me and Ellie. We read it as it says ‘ I just wanted a family, but now I am a orphan’. We read those words as Ellie throws the phone at Chris.

“ GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY SIGHT. GO TO YOUR ROOMS!” Ellie says as all three of them look at us all getting disappointed looks

We watch as they all three get up making their way toward the stairs and out of the room. I watch as Ellie goes to her knees as Verna and Kiko go to her.

“ I want my god son here. Why did they hurt him why?” She asks being held by her lovers

“ We don’t know honey, but they will know what hurt is.” Kiko says as I hear phone buttons being pushed

“ That son of a bitch he used a burn phone. He is too smart for his britches .” Nate says getting a chuckle from Ricky and I

I stand thinking of all that have gone on in the past hour and can only shake my head. I look at the wall by the kitchen looking at a picture of Greg and Heath when he was little. I close my eyes hearing my beautiful wife crying. I hope my old friend can hear me as I speak to him from my heart.

“ Greg please if you hear me bring our son back to us. Please keep him save on his path back to us for as long as it takes.”

Two weeks as gone by since I left not telling anyone why or where I was going. Making my way east was very interesting as I slept in the back of my truck after getting a shell for the back. I bought a air bed to put in the back and pillows. It wasn’t the Holiday Inn or a Super 8, but it was my makeshift home. I did this as to not leave a trail in case my ‘ Family’ tried to search for me. I used that word family loosely as of how my old way of thinking had changed to a new way. After all the promises had been broken, and the way those around me changed so did my heart. That first week my heart was surrounded by a wall made of pain mixed with hurt. I felt alone as I still do. First my Sister and Brother changed, then my mother distanced herself, but three people I thought that would never in 20 years betray me did. Every moment I drove away from the west coast the more I harden my heart. The more my blood toward them turned to ice. I sworn a vow to never go west again as it would only bring hurt. I hardly slept as nightmares haunted me. I would maybe get two to three hours of sleep at rest stops or parking lots that I parked in at night.

On my way I also ran into bikers on the road. Seeing different groups ride from all over. I guess since it was summer they were taking trips. In Tennessee that was when I noticed one gang or club whatever they were called. These bikers acted like family as I watched them intently while refueling my truck. The patches they wore was a eagle carrying a flag flying through the air. They were named the Souls of Freedom and what the bottom patch stated from Alabama. I thought of why they would be in Tennessee, then it hit me probably on a road trip. I shook my head as to not stare at the women that was amongst the men. I don’t know who the guy was, but he had a beautiful African American woman and a blonde woman with him. They all three looked to be in their 40’s. I watched as him and the ebony lady got on a trike as the blonde woman got on her own bike. I tried to see what was written on the trike. What I could see was two words wit the letter S on each. Once my truck was full I went in to pay. After I paid walking out I noticed the guy looking at me with shaded eyes. I ignore his facial expression going to my truck to get back on the road. Once in the driver seat starting my ranger I take another look at the patches to make sure I don’t run into them again.

That was over a week ago as it’s the third week of June. Being the early morning on a Friday I again sit in my spot that I have taken as a relaxing place. I have made it a point to watch the sunrise as a new beginning for me. Growing up in California I would see the sunset, but never rise. As I watch the horizon where the open ocean meets the sky. I ponder if my family ever seen a sunrise. I shake the thought from my mind as the pain stabs into my heart. Each time I think of those that I was close to my feelings draw more and more into a darkness they have never been. I see a glow start to show on the dark waters of the ocean. Colors of dark yellow, red, and a hint of purple. I splay my legs out with my hands to my sides outward feeling the sand between my fingers. As the sun starts to wake up I feel a smile come upon my face. It’s like a new friend coming to say hello to me with out words. The dark colors become bright as the waves clash against the rocks not far away. I let my mind empty of my conflicts and pain to be filled with this beautiful sight. It’s at that moment though that I see a figure upon the water. He is wearing jeans, a dress shirt. His eyes are blue with hair short of red strains. His face is hidden as the sun brightens behind him. I don’t know who he is as he starts getting closer. Once he is at the sandy shore I notice his frown hidden behind his small smile. I see his face as my eyes grow wide. It can’t be, but it is. The man I knew as a kid was standing not far in front of me. I looked into his eyes and all I could see was concern, worry, and above all love. I shook my head not believing what my eyes were seeing. As I looked again the man was gone to only be replaced by what was real. I looked around and saw no one. As the sun rose with just the bottom touching the ocean I let out a sigh only to be replaced by words that spoke soft in the ocean wind that hit upon my face.

“ Dad I know you can’t hear me, but I need a ear to talk to.” As I say those words a voice comes from behind me sounding almost angelic, but yet beautiful just the same

“ Hey sonny your on private property.” The voice tells me as turn my head to see a older woman standing just steps away from me with a sweet smile upon her lips

“ Oh sorry ma’am as I didn’t know. I’ll leave as I don’t want to cause any trouble.” I tell her making my way to my feet

I get to my feet only to stumble taking a step in front of me. Before I can get my balance the woman takes my left arm into her hands to help me keep my balance.

“ You ok sonny you look pale as your eyes have bags under your eyes?” She asks taking my arm around her neck then placing a arm around my back

“ No ma’am as I haven’t really slept or ate for three days. Just been staying awake to keep the nightmares at bay.” I answer getting a shook head

“ Well my name is May and this is my property. Look you can sleep in one of my guest room for the day.” She tells me as I get some strength to stand

“ No ma’am I couldn’t impose as my truck is over there I will be just fine.” I say as May shakes her head again

“ No sonny it’s ok really, and please call me May. Now let me help you to my home.” May tells me not taking no for a answer

I just let out a sigh and nod accepting the nice offer for a normal bed to sleep in. May helps me up the stairs that are behind her house. It’s a nice home being a two story house. The windows are like bay windows with light brown curtains. The outer trim is off white making the brown stand out of the house. Once up the stairs to her back yard I notice a in ground pool covered up making me guess she doesn’t use it any more. May helps me inside past the double back doors. I notice the living room has that old time decor which makes it homely. She helps me up the stairs to which I take the guest room is up past. The walls of the hallway have pictures cascading down the way to bedroom doors. May helps me into the first room on the right. Once in I am helped to the bed. It’s a big bed with red covers with red covered pillows. May helped me upon the soft bed. As I was about to lean over to take off my sand covered shoes May stopped me just to kneel down and do it herself. After May took off my shoes she stood up. She told me to lay down with a smile. I did as she placed a cover over me. I watched as she stood there for a few seconds before making her way out the door. I closed my eyes only to fall into a deep sleep.

I don’t know how long I slept as the nightmares that were my dreams never woke me. When I did wake it was hours later. I sat up being confused until the mornings events rushed through my mind. I noticed there was still light out as the curtains of red at a glow to them. I glanced at the watch upon my wrist to see it was 6 p.m. I had slept 11 hours to my shock. I put my shoes on only to make my way out of the room that kept me safe. Once past the hallway and down the old, but yet railing on each side of the stairs. I stumbled past the living room to find the kitchen that smelled of soup being made. I stood to see May with her back to me stirring the contents of the pot that was on the stove. I looked around the kitchen to see familiar things my grandparents use to have when they were alive when I was a little boy. The memories of them came to me as those were happy times in my life. I cleared my throat as to not startle her. As May turned she had a smile. To me she looked to be in her 60’s. She had long black hair with gray streaks mixed in. She stood 5’8 and looked to me 123 lbs. Her eyes were a light brown that sparkled in the light.

“ So your up sonny take a seat.” May tells me turning back to the stove

I made my way over to a seat that I noticed was hardly sat in. Once in the wooden chair I watched as May brought me a bowl filled with soup. She then went to only pour a glass with what I guessed was ice tea. She poured another glass for her bring both over. One in front of me as the other she placed across from me. I waited for her to get her bowl as I didn’t want to be rude to her hospitality. Once May was seated across from me she smiled telling me to eat. May and I started eating the soup she made. I found it very good as it was chicken with noodles. It was about 3 minutes later May looked up at me with a quizzical look.

“ Sonny, I don’t want to be rude, but what is your name as you didn’t tell me it this morning.” May asks as I look up with wide eyes

“ Sorry guess my manners have been missing as of late. My name is Heath.” I answer getting a warm smile

“ No harm done Heath as I suppose my voice caught you off guard.” She tells me as I nod

“ Yeah, if I knew the spot I was sitting was private property I might of never sat there this whole week.” I inform her getting a nod

“ Oh you have, but why is that Heath?” She asks me as I take a bite of the soup in front of me

“ Well I have been watching the sun rise in the mornings since I reached the east coast.” I tell her only to get a smile

“ Yes the sunrise is so beautiful as it rises up the ocean, but what brought you here. I don’t mean to pry, but don’t you have a family to be with in the morning’s?” May asks me as I try to find the words to answer her

“ Well that is a very hard question to ask.” I inform her as she takes a drink from her glass

“ Heath I am not going anywhere, and as I am feeding you after sleeping in the guest room. I want a story to hear so please give a 57 year old woman a idea of why a handsome young man was on my property.” May tells me as I nod not to be rude

I take a drink from the glass before telling her my reason for showing up on the sand. I tell her of the closeness of my family. The closeness of my siblings and parents. Then of when I was 13 years old my life started to change in a blink of eye with the death of my father. May listens intently as I get to my mother sending me to private school with my best friends, and the sadness it brought to my family. I tell her of the summer my siblings started to change of distance from me as my mother stayed close to me. Then that next summer the change of my mother as also my 16th birthday. May shakes her head as she couldn’t believe my family would treat me in such a way. I tell her of the day I came home of my 17th summer to find a empty house then watched a video the same day that was left with a neighbor for me. May sat there with a disapproving expression. After I tell her of the letter my mother wrote she shook her head with widen eyes. I tell her of my god parents taking me in as their own. As my other best friends parents accepted me as a son all those years. I take a drink again from my glass as she takes a bite from her bowl. I pause for a few minutes to calm myself as my mind remembers the scene of those that were my friends as well my girlfriend. As I tell her of another betrayal May gives me a sympathetic look that show caring. May scooted her chair back only to come around to where I sat. She placed her arms around my neck hugging me. I had a few tears that came at that moment. I told her before i left I switched colleges so none of my supposed family could find me. May broke the hug going back to her seat. We sat in silence for a few moments until she smiled at me speaking.

“ Heath I will let you stay if you don’t mind doing some work around here. Say like a handy man so to speak.” May says to me as I think of her offer

“ May you have a deal and thank you.” In a very appreciated tone I tell her

“ Your very welcome, now finish eating so we can talk more, and get to know each other.” May says as I smile nodding

That evening goes after dinner as I help May wash the few dishes. She shows me around the house with what all she wants done. She also wants the backyard fixed up with a private fence in place. I make a list on my phone that I had gotten a week ago. Around 9 p.m. May and I sit on the couch talking as we watch some movie she likes. I find myself for once in two weeks relaxing in a place I can call home for that moment. Two hours later May goes to bed for the night. I follow not long after knowing I had a long day before me. Sleeping in a strange place is different, but something to get use too.

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